Why do I do this to myself?
It’s been 5 fucking months. Why am I still not over it? Maybe it was from just being dropped and left with him not even caring after all that time. Maybe it’s from them having the nerve to flaunt it in my face every day. Maybe it’s from seeing them last night and how it seemed like homecoming was playing over again except she was in my dress and with my boyfriend, and he seemed happier about it. Maybe I just hate it all even more because when we were going out he just casually mentioned, “oh by the way, when prom comes around want to go with me?” But nope, when prom came around he asked, “Hey, would it be okay if i go with your friend?” and then spent all the time he claimed he didn’t have when he was with me, planning on how to ask her. Why the fuck do I get dropped so fucking easily? But even more important, why can’t I let myself let go?
About me
Hi, my name's Katie, I'm 16 and should probably list things about me, but truth is, I'm too lazy, so that's gonna have to wait as I am also a procrastinator. So I will just say the things I usually don't say. My friends mean everything to me but for some reason it's hard for me to say it. But this is my place to say those things I usually can't say for whatever reasons, so follow at your own risk if you prefer not to hear rants once in a while. That's about it, so talk to me, I'm pretty open.
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